第10章 决战10（1 / 2）
"For my entire existence, I thought I was just one person assuming another vessel."（对于我的整个存在，我以为我只是一个人承担另一个身体。）
"But it's far more plicated than that."（但事实要比这复杂得多。）
"Piccolo finally brought his queen to the pying field."（悟空终于把他的皇后带到了棋盘上。）
"I am the Demon King, the physical maion of the darkness lurking in some nameless Namekian's heart."（我是魔王，是那个无名邪恶得心脏中黑暗的具象化。）
"But at the same time, I'm not."（但与此同时，我又不是。）
"I'm my own man, with my own desires and goals."（我是我自己的人，有着自己的欲望和目标。）
"Gohan harkened back to his versation with Arepa, where he decred he would defeat Frieza for his own self."（悟飯回想起他与阿瑞帕的对话，他在那里宣称他会为了自己而击败弗利萨。）
"After everything that had gone down since, he'd lost sight of it."（自那以后，他已经迷失了自己的目标。）
"I have all of the Demon King's memories, but they're just pictures in my head."（我拥有魔王的所有记忆，但它们只是我脑海中的画面。）
"I don't feel anything when I recall your father killing him."（当我回想起你的父亲杀死他时，我不会感到任何情绪。）
"I desire to defeat Goku not for ve for world quest, but simply for my pride as a martial artist."（我渴望击败悟空，不是为了报复，不是为了征服世界，只是为了我作为一个武术家的自尊。）
"That's why I 't accept my victory over him."（这就是为什么我不能接受我对他的胜利。）
"Piccolo used a pawn to knock off one of Gohan's unused pawns."（悟空用一个兵卒击倒了悟飯的一个未使用的兵卒。）
"Gohan sighed in frustration."（悟飯叹了口气，感到沮丧。）
"That mad stist offered to turo an Android because we had the same goal," Piccolo expined."（那个疯狂的科学家提出将我变成一个人造人，因为我们有着相同的目标，"悟空解释道。）
"Gohan stiffe the memory of Lapis."（悟飯对拉皮斯的记忆感到僵硬。）
"I refused."（我拒绝了。）
"I wouldn't take shortcuts and I wouldn't defeat Goku as another man's pawn."（我不会走捷径，也不会把悟空打败作为别人的棋子。）
"Gohan used his queen to knock off one of Piccolo's pawns."（悟飯用他的皇后击倒了悟空的一个兵卒。）
"So then why wake up Lapis and Lazuli?"（那么为什么要唤醒拉皮斯和拉祖利呢？）
"Piccolo set his queen down, thinking the question over."（悟空放下他的皇后，思考着这个问题。）
"He anxiously cracked his neck."（他焦虑地扭动着脖子。）
"I thought they could handle your father's friends."（我以为他们能够对付你父亲的朋友们。）
"I didn't really know just how powerful they actually were."（我并不真正知道他们实际上有多强大。）
"As Gohan moved his queen in front of the king, he wondered if Vegeta had ever expected him to surpass him."（当悟飯把他的皇后移到国王前时，他想知道贝吉塔是否曾经预料到他会超过他。）
"He had brought it up once purely out of sight, but Vegeta truly might had feared it, at the very least."（他曾经纯粹出于视线之外提到过这个问题，但贝吉塔可能真的害怕过，至少这样说。）
"I'm lucky they didn't kill me ohey figured it out."（幸运的是，他们发现后没有杀了我。）
"I retty rough on them."（我对他们够狠的。）
"Gohan knocked over one of Piccolo's st pawns with his queen while studying his pensive expression."（悟飯用他的皇后击倒了悟空最后的一个兵卒，同时研究着他的思索表情。）
"Do yret it?"（你后悔吗？）
"Piccolo narrowed his eyes at Gohan in focus, but diverted his attention towards the board."（悟空专注地瞪着悟飯，但把注意力转向了棋盘。）
"His queen had Gohan's king trapped."（他的皇后把悟飯的国王困住了。）
"Check."（将军。）
"Gohan looked at the board with a growl."（悟飯咆哮着看着棋盘。）
"He was stuck – he could move his queen in front of the king to protect it, but that would be deying the iable."（他陷入了困境-他可以把他的皇后移到国王前保护它，但那只会推迟必然的结果。）
"He had no moves left."（他没有棋可走了。）
"And thus, he got up and bsted the entire board away."（因此，他站起来把整个棋盘炸毁了。）
"And that's why I keep having to zap a new one every damn day," Piccolo
grumbled.（这就是为什么我每天都不得不给他们来一记电击的原因。）
"You have pawns for a reason."（你有棋子是有原因的。）
"Use them."（好好利用它们。）
"Whatever…" Gohan marched to the lobby, wanting nothing to do with either meditation or Piccolo.（无所谓……悟飯走向大厅，不想与冥想或悟空有任何关系。）
"Ihe lobby, he stopped at the kit table and stared at the blue scouter and the red bag on Balls."（在大厅里，他停在厨房的桌子旁，盯着蓝色的探测仪和红色的龙珠袋。）
"He took a seat and buried his head in his hand, w how much lohis would go on."（他坐下来，将头埋在手中，想知道这种情况还要持续多久。）
"But he couldn't give up."（但他不能放弃。）
"Too many people saw the light within him."（太多人看到了他内心的光芒。）
"Four months ter, Gohan sat in a void for the umpteenth time."（四个月后，悟飯又一次坐在了虚空中。）
"His entire body shook as a votile, green glow surrounded him."（他的整个身体都在颤抖，被一种不稳定的绿色光芒环绕着。）
"Piccolo had been standing behind him, his eyes on his tail."（悟空一直站在他身后，眼睛盯着他的尾巴。）
"He was now on his fifth rept arm oher side after a few outbursts, and wouldn't let it get that far again."（在几次爆发后，他的双侧已经是第五次更换的手臂，他不会再让事情变得那么严重了。）
"Gohan!" he shouted.（“悟飯！”他喊道。）
"He didn't turn around."（他没有转身。）
"Piccolo patiently exhaled, staying perfectly still."（悟空耐心地呼出一口气，保持完全静止。）
"A mier, Gohan turned around."（一分钟后，悟飯转过身来。）
"His eyes were bloodshot, his brows curled in a forlorn whimper."（他的眼睛布满了血丝，眉毛紧锁，发出凄凉的呜咽声。）
"He had been sitting in that same position for days, refusing to eat, sleep, age with Piccolo at all."（他已经坐在那个同样的位置上好几天了，拒绝进食、睡觉或与悟空交流。）
"You're miserable, kid."（“你很悲惨，孩子。”）
"Gohan's ragged breaths grew louder."（悟飯的喘息声变得更大声。）
"His face carried a mixture of despair, fusion, and exhaustion."（他的脸上带着绝望、困惑和疲惫的混合表情。）
"L-Let's just go back... I-I 't...!"（“让我们回去吧...我...我不能...！”）
"This is part of the process," Piccolo calmly replied.（“这是过程的一部分，”悟空平静地回答道。）
"In this void, you have nothing to distract you."（“在这个虚空中，你没有任何分心的事物。”）
"It's just you and your thoughts, with no way of leaving the darkest ers."（“只有你和你的思绪，无法离开最黑暗的角落。”）
"It's not doing anything!" Gohan shouted.（“这一点用都没有！”悟飯喊道。）
"You have to front your lowest thoughts."（“你必须面对自己最低的想法。”）
"You don't think I wake up in misery every day, either?" Piccolo asked.（“你不觉得我每天醒来都是痛苦的吗？”悟空问道。）
"sta at your father's hands, embarrassment at your hands, w if I truly have what it takes."（“不断被你父亲打败，在你手中感到尴尬，不知道我是否真的拥有必要的能力。”）
"I am stantly fronted with my futility."（“我不断地面对自己的无用。”）
"Shut up!" Gohan snapped.（“闭嘴！”悟飯怒喝道。）
"His pupils flickered gold, which made Piccolo swallow."（他的瞳孔闪烁着金色，让悟空咽了口水。）
"You just sound like Vegeta!"（“你听起来就像贝吉塔！”）
"When Gohan stood up, Piccolo squared his shoulders, knowing what was about to happen."（当悟飯站起来时，悟空挺直了肩膀，知道即将发生什么。）
"That green aura exploded around him again."（那股绿色光芒再次在他周围爆发。）
"You're no different!"（“你和他们没什么不同！”）
"His eyes became gold again, and a sed ter he fleiccolo."（他的眼睛再次变成了金色，一秒钟后他向悟空飞去。）
"The Namekian evaded the punch thrown his way by a mere ind flew away as fast as he could while Gohan broke his fall."（这个纯粹的一英寸闪避了他的一击，而悟飯摔倒了，他尽可能地飞快飞走。）
"The rabid teenager had closed the gap soon after, however, and smmed Piccolo into the floor with two fists."（然而，这个狂
热的少年很快就缩小了差距，用两只拳头猛击悟空，将他砸到了地板上。）
"When Piccolo nded, Gohan bsted down with both feet extended, intending to just stomp him into mush."（悟空着陆时，悟飯用两只伸出的脚猛烈地猛踩，打算将他踩成肉泥。）
"At the very st sed, Piped out of the way, making Gohan crash-nd with his feet stu the ground."（在最后一刻，悟空跳了开来，让悟飯在脚卡在地面上的情况下坠落。）
"Taking advantage, Piccolo outstretched his arm and squeezed Gohan's tail, bringing him down instantly."（趁机，悟空伸直了胳膊，捏住了悟飯的尾巴，瞬间将他制服。）
"Piccolo pulled him in with his retrag arm, clutg his burning chest with the other hand."（悟空用收回的胳膊将他拉了进来，另一只手紧紧抓住他灼热的胸口。）
"He only had Gohaic, error-prone mind state in that form to thank for even being alive."（他只能感谢悟飯那种不稳定、容易出错的心态，才能活下来。）
"You have to get a hold of yourself," Piccolo ordered as he felt Gohan's energy falling down to normal.（“你必须控制住自己，”悟空命令道，感受到悟飯的能量恢复正常。）
"Running does nothing but distance you from yoal."（“逃避只会使你离目标更远。”）
"Gohan's eyes, jet bck again, spilled tears as Piccolo let go."（悟飯的眼睛再次变成乌黑的，当悟空松开时，泪水涌出。）
"He had been snapping back to normal faster, at least."（至少他恢复正常的速度更快了。）
"With a loud shriek, he smmed the ground in frustration."（他沮丧地发出一声尖叫，猛烈地砸向地面。）"You want to be two different people, that's your problem," Piccolo said.（“你想成为两个不同的人，这就是你的问题，”悟空说道。）
"You don't want to be that weak, sensitive kid that was taken by Raditz, but you don't want to be the mohat's murdered trillioher."（“你既不想成为被拉迪茨带走的那个软弱敏感的孩子，又不想成为那个屠戮了无数生命的怪物。”）
"You have to find the ter."（“你必须找到平衡点。”）
"Only you know what's actually in your heart."（“只有你自己知道你的内心实际上是什么。”）
"And if you're so set to get the Dragon Balls to wish people back, you're clearly not as bad as you think."（“如果你坚决要去寻找龙珠让人们复活，显然你并没有你所想象的那么坏。”）
"Bullshit," Gohan said, his voice heavy.（“胡说八道，”悟飯说道，声音低沉。）
"It won't ge anything! I'm still him... I'm still the one who killed them all, even if they e back!"（“这不会改变任何事情！我依然是他...我依然是那个杀死他们所有人的人，即使他们复活！”）
"Well, you have me there," Piccolo quipped, though he was still serious.（“好吧，你说得对，”悟空嘲笑道，尽管他仍然很认真。）
"But if you want to tinue living, then that means aowledging your past as, knowing the reason for those as, and knowing who you are now."（“但是，如果你想继续活下去，那就意味着承认你过去的行为，了解这些行为的原因，知道你现在是谁。”）
"Frieza's army must have been a personal hell, but it's enabled you to be stronger."（“弗利萨的军队一定是个人的地狱，但它使你变得更强大。”）
"Tougher."（“更坚强。”）
Piccolo grabbed Gohan by his hair and lifted his head up, f him to look him in the eye.（悟空抓住悟飯的头发，抬起他的头，强迫他与他对视。）
"You are not that kid anymore."（“你不再是那个孩子了。”）
"There's not a person alive on this p who push you around."（“在这个星球上没有人能欺负你。”）
"And if you defeat Frieza, you will no longer be bound by any trace of his anization or influence."（“如果你击败弗利萨，你将不再受到他组织或影响的任何束缚。”）
"You be exactly the person you think you should be."（“你可以成为你认为应该成为的人。”）
"I'll still be a murderer," Gohan spat through his teeth.（“我依然是一个杀人犯，”悟飯咬牙切齿地说道。）
"Then ge your reputation," Piccolo growled.（“那就改变你的名声，”悟空咆哮道。）
"The very cept disgusts me, but if you want to clear your name and prove you're better, then don't just stop at bringing people back."（“这个概念让我厌恶，但是如果你想洗清你的名声，证明你更好，那就不要仅仅满足于让人复活。”）
"Help people."（“帮助他人。”）
"Create a world that isn't in danger from people like Frieza, eta, or Me."（“创造一个不会受到弗利萨、贝吉塔或者我这样的人威胁的世界。”）
"Or who you were forced to be."（“也不会受到你被迫成为的那个人的威胁。”）
Piccolo let Gohan go, letting him sink down to the floor.（悟空放开了悟飯，让他沉到了地板上。）
"The half-Saiyan didn't move, sullenly looking down."（这个半人半赛亚人没有动，郁郁寡欢地低头。）
"Opting to give him space, Piccolo turned around and headed for the lobby."（选择给他空间，悟空转身走向大厅。）
"You don't have it all figured out, either," Gohan muttered.（“你也没有完全搞清楚，”悟飯嘀咕着。）
"With a vein in his head swelling, Piccolo swung back around."（悟空的头脑中的血管膨胀，他又转过身来。）
"Gohan's face was
her spiteful nor taunting, just exhausted."（悟飯的脸既不恶毒也不嘲讽，只是疲惫不堪。）
"I mean, you're mostly there, but... I think you hate the fact that you're not as bad as you think."（“我的意思是，你大部分都明白了，但是...我觉得你讨厌你并没有你所想象的那么坏。”）
Piccolo frowned deeply; since when had this brat been so lucid?（悟空深深皱起了眉头；这小子什么时候变得如此清醒了？）
"Gohan smiled, weakly."（悟飯微笑着，虚弱地。）
"You want to be the Demon King, but you're not."（“你想成为魔王，但你不是。”）
Piccolo closed his eyes, despising every single word the kid had spoken.（悟空闭上了眼睛，对这个孩子说的每一个字都感到厌恶。）
"With a sigh, he sat down."（他叹了口气，坐了下来。）
"So it seems."（“看来是这样。”）
They stayed like that, just sitting down in silehere was no bickering, no fighting, just peace.（他们就这样静静地坐着，没有争吵，没有打斗，只有平静。）
"Piccolo itently looked up at Gohan, just to see if he was still restless."（“悟空时不时抬头看着悟飯，只是为了看看他是否还是那么焦躁不安。”）
"From the outside, he seemed to at least try sidering Piccolo's advice."（从外表上看，他似乎至少试着考虑了悟空的建议。）
"The former Demoill couldn't his head around things getting to this point – willingly spending time with the son of his lifelong enemy."（这个前魔族成员仍然无法理解事情为何会走到这一步——愿意与他终生的敌人的儿子共度时光。）
"Being his de facto life coach, even."（甚至成为他的事实上的生活教练。）
"The inal Piccolo – the true Piust have been looking up in disgust."（原本的悟空——真正的悟空——一定对此感到厌恶。）
"Ever since you aa arrived and revealed this Frieza business, I've had this sinking feeling that the end of my life is drawing near."（“自从你和贝吉塔到来并揭示了这个弗利萨的事情以来，我就有一种即将离世的沉重感觉。”）
Gohan looked up, stunned by how Piccolo had chosen to break what felt like an hour of silence.（悟飯抬起头，惊讶于悟空选择打破了仿佛已经持续了一个小时的沉默。）
Piccolo restlessly squeezed his fists.（悟空焦躁地握紧了拳头。）
"It's not fear, but more a premonition."（“这不是恐惧，而更像是一种预感。”）
"Whether it's that fossil oher side of this room finally croaking, or somebody in Frieza's army getting me."（“无论是这个房间另一边的那个古董终于死掉了，还是弗利萨的军队中的某个人要害我。”）
"I almost feel it."（“我几乎能感觉到。”）
"Damn that old bastard and his divi."（“该死的老东西和他的神圣预知。”）
"I'm forced to feel his thoughts."（“我被迫感受到他的思想。”）
"That's why we keep training," Gohan said, his voice bolder.（“这就是为什么我们不断训练，”悟飯说道，声音更加坚定。）
"I 't die."（“我不能死。”）
"Not after everything I've gh."（“不在经历过这一切之后。”）
At least the boy had some level of vi.（至少这个孩子有一定的信念。）
"It was a strange feeling, being able to foresee his own demise even if he didn't know how it would e."（“这是一种奇怪的感觉，即使不知道死亡的具体方式，他也能预见自己的死亡。”）